anxiety.
I knew there was a reason I was postponing this so much. Internship searches are not fun and all this competitiveness adds on to the pressure build up. My dad on the other side making it even worse. I have no idea what to expect from tonight. Usually, I don’t have a problem with this, but when my whole future depends on it, it’s another story. Even if I get it or not, I don’t know what my next plan of action is going to be, so I hope all of my good deeds build up to me getting this opportunity.
